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So I heard from a friend from school again. She made my life hell for a while in grade six, and then we were best friends from about grades 8 to 13. And then we kind of lost touch; she went to Kiel to study medicine, I stayed at home and studied geekiness in Cologne.
Her boyfriend has the same name as mine, though, which amuses me. (Not as much as the fact that my best kindergarten and elementary school friend is engaged to her former German teacher who also teaches karate and is much older than her, seeing how I'm together with my former Jûdô trainer who is much older than me...)
She's almost through with studying. She's currently doing her hospital internship in Spain. She's travelling to Rome in two weeks, to Cordoba, Granada and Gibraltar in December, toto Morocco in January. Oh, and she's beginning to write her doctor's thesis in January, too. (See, in Germany you don't automatically get the title of M.D. once you've finished your internship and resident year. You are a medical doctor, but you don't get the nice title to affix to your name until you've written a thesis, just like people have to do for a Ph.D.; you don't have to do this, but if you want to be Dr. Whatever instead of Mr./Mrs./Ms. Whatever, you gotta do this.)
She's younger than me - only by four months, but still. (I don't even know when I'll do my final exam, let alone write a doctor's thesis, if I ever get to that.)
She'd be, like, my mother's perfect daughter.
I am frustrated on so many levels even though it's great to hear of her again.

I'm disgustingly emo at the moment. This really, really, really isn't my month. (And I'm sorry about the griping because I know a lot of people are having a rather worse time for better reasons than my petty whinyness.)

I shouldn't be surprised and certainly not annoyed that the five worst stories made it into the final round of the Ring*Con story contest. I didn't expect mine to get anywhere (it was a) English and b) Silm fanfic, both factors against it), but I had several favourites among the posted stories, and none of them got any further. Instead--- one of the stories is almost exactly like a Wickie fanfic I wrote when I was eight and didn't know that what I was doing was called fanfic. I liked that kind of story THEN, and it was okay for an eight-year old, I guess, but we're all older than that now, and how on earth can a majority vote for THAT kind of story above the five or so acceptable ones?
Note to self: Do not forget that just because your friends are intelligent, well-educated and have good tastes similar to your own, there are a lot of other people in your fandom. (This shouldn't piss me off so much, really. Perhaps it's just IMS (because for PMS it'd be too late).)

American vote, stop confusing me. In Germany, the conservatives are blue/black and the social democrats are red. (But then, in Germany the "Republicans" are neo-nazis, anyway. >_>) So I'm going "Huh WHAT? - oh wait, that's good" a lot.

At least the sickness mysteriously went away for the most part, and I managed to get all my work for the week done these past three days, so I can use all of tomorrow for packing, doing some NaNo and travelling. YES. Damn all this. Cannot cope, off to Fulda.

Date: 2006-11-08 07:55 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] rahja.livejournal.com
soooooooo- schlechte laune, mh? Frustriert, mh? Komm du mir mal nach Fulda. Dat Elbey wird dich schon wieder aufbauen

Date: 2006-11-08 09:14 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] satismagic.livejournal.com
*hugs*

Have a lot of fun at Ring*Con.

Some months simply are like that, yrch. Ring*Con will help - change of scenery, lots of fun. Recharge your batteries and all will be better.

*more hugs*

Date: 2006-11-08 11:16 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] barbardin.livejournal.com
I know exactly how you feel. I think. IMS, frustration and all that. A friend of mine who's studying medicine in Freiburg makes me feel like that sometimes. She's one and a half years younger than me and doing a really great job. Good marks, lots of work and studying, very good perspective. And me? Having decided to quit studying "geekiness" in Tübingen, I'm having a f*cking hard time trying to find a g*ddamn Ausbildungsplatz.
*sniff*
Well, you know what I mean.
I suppose we all feel like that from time to time.
It'll go by.
*hugs*

Date: 2006-11-10 06:20 pm (UTC)
yueni: 约妮 (c'est moi)
From: [personal profile] yueni
I browsed to this LJ from [livejournal.com profile] etoilepb's, and we seem to have quite a few interests in common. 13, to be exact (I counted), which is basically 1/3 of my 69 interests. ^^ I sort of did the usual browsing back through your LJ, and you seem like a really interesting person, so I hope you don't mind if I friend you.

Date: 2006-11-12 10:36 pm (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] oloriel.livejournal.com
I don't mind at all; on the contrary, I always feel flattered when people decide I'm interesting ;) I friended you right back!

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