Ave, Sensei, morituri te salutant...

It's finally over, for now, at least. I suppose it did not go too well. I think today was the least horrible, which is strange because usually theory is my weakest spot (nigate desu... hey, I did learn something!). Maybe I'm totally wrong in believing that I did not totally screw up today... then again, today being better doesn't mean much - it just wasn't possible to get much worse. *sigh*
Ah well. It's still over for now. Let's just see that I get everything done tomorrow...
Ngah.

EDIT: It's strange how the pressure and panic don't leave after the exam's finished. For quite a while afterwards, I still had the feeling that I had to practice badly for the next one - although there is no next one (again, for now).

And maybe it's good that I still don't have a job for the vacations, except the newspaper. Maybe I'll use that time to finally go to the dan testing in September. That is, I should use the time to practice, because my "tokui" kata is, right now, more like the opposite. Ah, I love it when I know what those technical terms actually mean! Heck, I can even write the whole thing! Yay!

Saw a rainbow and a beautiful sunset tonight. And if I were Nomi, I would probably turn into a fish within the next two hours. *sigh*

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