oloriel | Nov. 18th, 2003

So. I have to make a presentation for Thursday, the third member of our group has mailed me, but forgot to include his points, so this doesn't help me a bit. I have no idea whatsoever about the topic, I still haven't read the book up to the end, so it should prove rather difficult to link that text (Cybernetics and Psychopathology by Norbert Wiener) to the book, and I have no time. Everything that PJ redeemed in Faramir in the Special Extended by explaining his background and having him have Deep Thoughts on the enemy he ruins by letting pretty much all Gondorians have some problem with violence that makes them vent everything on prisoners in general and Gollum in particular. My stupid computer just won't play Into The West, or any of the snippets except for Hope and Memory and Andúril, or the POTC blooper reel. I probably gave up on ethnology for this semester. I forgot Milli on Monday so I have to give her coaching tomorrow, which adds to the time pressure. I haven't gone to practice all week, so I'll have to do that tomorrow too (and accept Sensei's anger, or rather disappointment). So there's no working on the presentation with

kaneda tomorrow. I seem to be unable to get more Japanese grammar patterns into my head. I absolutely lack self-discipline. I haven't made it to the chat for over two weeks, which might be a good thing but also means I'm getting out of touch with several of my friends.
And I had to tell an important person that there is not much sense in meeting tonight because of time and my parents, even though we need to talk, badly, and I really wanted to see him again.
And as you may have guessed by now, I'm tired and angry at myself and everyone whom I happen to encounter. Dammit.

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( Hinter diesem Cut lauert das Böse. )
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