Thus a beautiful day ends in wrath II
Dec. 16th, 2004 11:34 pmDear You-know-who,
I thought you were a role-player? Then certainly you appreciate in-time speech and in-time decorations on something like a medieval Christmas market? If a realist like my beloved would call it 'cute' or say something like 'okay' while people work hard on speaking, well, in-timish, I would be neither surprised nor shocked; but you of all people? Yes, I was embarassed.
Also, when I ask you whether you want to do something, thy speech shall be yea 'yea' and nay 'nay'. Not maybe 'yea' and nay 'maybe'. Honestly.
And I really don't need lectures on what went wrong in my childhood/ family/ self to make me the dysfunctional person I am now; not even though you use more flowery terms. Certainly not from you. Not from someone who suffers either from a lack of self-control or from an abundance of delusions, or both.
If I were you, I would have told you so. In the middle of Cologne. In a voice that would have made even the tourists on top of the cathedral understand every single word. And then burst into tears.
I'm not you. I have a LiveJournal to post it into. Quietly.
But one of these days, I might just stop being diplomatic.
Yours in annoyance,
Me.
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Boyfriend says he has company Christmas party today. Did not say the party was during work hours, NOT in the evening. Only gave me the times of yesterday's party where he didn't go, so I assumed today's party's times were the same.
I was in Cologne, watching Ocean's Twelve with the WG and some additional people.
He was back in the afternoon and spent the evening watching Ocean's Twelve with my brother, since I wasn't there.
I don't mind that he watched the movie; after all, I watched it without him as well. But I mind that he dares tell me that I don't make my timetable clear.
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Anyway, so this is not entirely an annoyed rant,
Ocean's Twelve.
Highly enjoyable, much fun, as brilliant as Ocean's Eleven, a must-see.
Won't spoil it for anyone, so that's all I'll say about it for now.
Except for some cryptic statements:
I want to take up Capoeira again.
That Chinese guy must have had a hell of a back-ache.
Isabel, I am your father.
That railway station was right around the corner from our hotel in Rome.
I think I shall have to find a little onyx fox for
seefuchs.
That wasn't much on the positive side, was it? Okay, so here come the amusing moments of the day.
AMOD 1: Return of the Kanji tests.
In the task where we get three random Kanji and have to make sentences out of them, Blinova-san transformed 信教私("faith doctrine I") into 私はクリスト教を信じません。("I do not believe in Christianity"). Next to this sentence, Watabe-sensei had written "Good!!!". We spent most of the class wondering whether this meant the sentence structure or the statement as such...
AMOD 2: The Movie Begins
Warner Bros' symbol before a background that is changing colours like some iPod commercial, one after the other all the colours of the rainbow.
elfy: "Ocean's Twelve is love!"
(In fact, it is.)
And finally, where does the sudden urge come from to simply kiss a good friend, just because she's looking so lovely? I didn't, but what the fuck?
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( So endet ein schöner Tag im Zorn II )
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I thought you were a role-player? Then certainly you appreciate in-time speech and in-time decorations on something like a medieval Christmas market? If a realist like my beloved would call it 'cute' or say something like 'okay' while people work hard on speaking, well, in-timish, I would be neither surprised nor shocked; but you of all people? Yes, I was embarassed.
Also, when I ask you whether you want to do something, thy speech shall be yea 'yea' and nay 'nay'. Not maybe 'yea' and nay 'maybe'. Honestly.
And I really don't need lectures on what went wrong in my childhood/ family/ self to make me the dysfunctional person I am now; not even though you use more flowery terms. Certainly not from you. Not from someone who suffers either from a lack of self-control or from an abundance of delusions, or both.
If I were you, I would have told you so. In the middle of Cologne. In a voice that would have made even the tourists on top of the cathedral understand every single word. And then burst into tears.
I'm not you. I have a LiveJournal to post it into. Quietly.
But one of these days, I might just stop being diplomatic.
Yours in annoyance,
Me.
- - -
Boyfriend says he has company Christmas party today. Did not say the party was during work hours, NOT in the evening. Only gave me the times of yesterday's party where he didn't go, so I assumed today's party's times were the same.
I was in Cologne, watching Ocean's Twelve with the WG and some additional people.
He was back in the afternoon and spent the evening watching Ocean's Twelve with my brother, since I wasn't there.
I don't mind that he watched the movie; after all, I watched it without him as well. But I mind that he dares tell me that I don't make my timetable clear.
- - -
Anyway, so this is not entirely an annoyed rant,
Ocean's Twelve.
Highly enjoyable, much fun, as brilliant as Ocean's Eleven, a must-see.
Won't spoil it for anyone, so that's all I'll say about it for now.
Except for some cryptic statements:
I want to take up Capoeira again.
That Chinese guy must have had a hell of a back-ache.
Isabel, I am your father.
That railway station was right around the corner from our hotel in Rome.
I think I shall have to find a little onyx fox for
That wasn't much on the positive side, was it? Okay, so here come the amusing moments of the day.
AMOD 1: Return of the Kanji tests.
In the task where we get three random Kanji and have to make sentences out of them, Blinova-san transformed 信教私("faith doctrine I") into 私はクリスト教を信じません。("I do not believe in Christianity"). Next to this sentence, Watabe-sensei had written "Good!!!". We spent most of the class wondering whether this meant the sentence structure or the statement as such...
AMOD 2: The Movie Begins
Warner Bros' symbol before a background that is changing colours like some iPod commercial, one after the other all the colours of the rainbow.
(In fact, it is.)
And finally, where does the sudden urge come from to simply kiss a good friend, just because she's looking so lovely? I didn't, but what the fuck?
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( So endet ein schöner Tag im Zorn II )
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